"Cry... Wake up...," A voice fluttered into my ears. I let out a moan. What did this person want?
"Cry! You lazy son of a... Get up!" The voice persisted. I moaned again, rolling over. What was so important to this person? Couldn't I just have a few more moments of sleep?
"Last chance, Cry!" I shook my head. I just wanted to sleep for days. Suddenly, firm hands gripped my shoulders, and started to shake me.
I flailed my arms out, trying to get whoever it was shaking me to stop. I blinked open my eyes, only to squeeze them shut moments later, blinded by the sudden light.
"Alright, alright- I'm awake, I'm awake!" I said. Opening my eyes slowly, I saw Felix crouching next to me. I was staring up at a blank wall. I blinked. I didn't have white walls...?
Then it hit me. It was my ceiling, and I was laying on my back, on the floor.
"What the...," I began, but Felix grabbed my hands and pulled me up. I staggered a little, feeling a bit dizzy. I leaned on Felix for balance. He blushed slightly. I didn't know why, but didn't necessarily care either. All I wanted now was a glass of water and some Advil. I took another look around the room, a little confused. There were at least 3 bottles scattered across the room.
"You drank, Cry. And then proceeded to pass out on the floor," Felix said. "I was alseep when I heard a pretty loud thump. I come down here, and there you are, passed out on the floor."
I looked at the clock. It was 7 am.
"How long was I out for?" I asked, sighing softly. Felix shrugged. "Maybe an hour or two," he responded.
"Oh... Well, thanks for getting me awake, then," I said, laughing a little. Felix gave me a small smile. Then I realized I was still leaning on him.
Stumbling back a little, I leaned awkwardly leaned against the wall.
"Cry, are you feeling alright? I mean, you drank a lot...," Felix asked, gesturing at the 3 bottles. I nodded.
"I got a killer headache, but other than that, nothing," I said. Felix nodded.
"Want me to get you some Advil?" he asked.
"Sure. In the cabinet over there; bottom shelf, all the way to the right," I said, pointing. With a quick nod, Felix walked into the kitchen, grabbing a glass of water and looking for the Advil.
I walked over to the living room. I picked up the 3 bottles, letting out a small groan. What an idiot I was. I should have known not to stay up until 2 am, let alone try to drink just one bottle,' I thought.
I felt a light tap on my shoulder, and turned around to see Pewdie standing there with a glass of water and a few Advil pills in his hands. I smiled, and ruffled his hair, making him turn beet red. I took a glance at the bottles in my hand, then back to Felix.
"Trade?" I asked, making a small gesture with the bottles. Nodding, he took the bottles from my hand, and I took the glass and pills. Felix went back into the kitchen to throw them out. I followed, quickly swallowing the pills and water.
Suddenly, the Swedish YouTuber turned around and almost ran into me. I stumbled back a little, but was still pretty close to the man. I cleared my throat, feeling myself get hot from being so close to him. It wasn't an uncomfortable feeling, though. It felt pretty nice.
'Damn,' I thought, looking into his blue eyes. 'I could get lost in those eyes.. If I looked hard enough..' Felix looked back at me, with what seemed like a sort of hunger in his eyes. It was gone so quickly, I couldn't be sure.
"So..," Felix said, abruptly stepping back and clearing his throat. I felt myself blushing, so I quickly ducked my head and brushed past him. I set the glass in the sink, trying to distract myself.
After rinsing it out, I decided to ask him what he wanted to do. Apparently, he was thinking the same thing.
As I came into the room, Felix looked over at me, and smiled. "Hey, Cry! What do you wanna do?" he asked. I shrugged. 'You,' I thought. Then, I mentally punched myself. I shouldn't feel like this, especially towards my best friend. We were just bros- no more than that! Not to mention, we were both guys.
I began to walk away, hoping to avoid another awkward conversation.
"Wait!" Felix said, and I stopped, looking back over my shoulder. His mouth was opening and closing, like he was a fish. I chuckled. Finally, he found his words.
"How about we play a g-game or something later?" he asked. "You know, Left 4 Dead 2, Portal 2.."
Smiling, I nodded, and ruffled his hair again. "Don't worry about it, Pewds," I said, using his famous line on him. I turned back around, and went upstairs into the bedroom, slumping down on my chair. I felt a light, fluttery feeling in my chest as I thought about what just happened.
Felix looked so cute when he was slightly flustered. His hair had been slightly ruffled, and his cheeks had had a light pink hue to them. And his eyes.. I could truely get lost in them. They were such a beautiful blue...
I found myself grinning as I thought about Pewdie. I shook my head, sighing. I leaned forward and buried my face into my hands. Why did I always feel so.. joyful around Pewdie? He makes me feel so happy inside. Last time I checked, I wasn't gay though! I liked boobs! I always have! I didn't think that would ever change. I was wrong, apparently. Then it hit me like a smack on the face.
I was falling for Felix, and hard.